I was telling B. earlier that I'm in a weird mood. Not a BAD one. I'm still really stupidly happy from finally being able to spend some time with B. and J. this weekend. I just feel odd.
Do you ever get in one of those moods where you want something, but you don't know what "something" is? Yeah, that's how I'm feeling now.
I think I'm just in a really submissive, non-painslutty mood. I wanna do the service pet thing, I guess.
It sounds really stupid, but it makes me so happy to serve, to do things for them, to make them smile. I think about it all the time, and I feel kind of empty inside when I'm not able to do those things.
I may be much more submissive than I like to let on.